October 15th is a special day. It is National Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day.
Today, I remember our first baby. The one, that we experienced the highs of excitement when we found out that we were pregnant and the lows of depression when we realized that we were going to miscarry. We called him our Little Peanut. He was special to me; and I am just as heartbroken today as I was then, that he is not here.
I love my Zach and my Zoe; but you will always have a special place in my heart, because you were my first. I miss you still and will love you always.