Struggling tonight.
Sometimes in a relationship whether it be with friends, family or a significant other it is hard not to judge yourself. Conversations can grow wildly out of control and become completely different entities than they were ever intended to be.
I sit here contemplating whether it is really worth it. It seems like such a bother. I could just be quiet. Not say a word about how I am feeling; and live in ignorant bliss. Maybe being true to yourself is overrated.
Then again, maybe it isn't.
Hmmm. Ignorant bliss might be good for a while - but being quiet and not saying a word (for any extended time) sounds impossible to me. Hoping that a new day brings new solutions for you. Hang in there!
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