Today is Going to be a Tough One

We were so happy when we found out that we were pregnant back in July. Had I not miscarried ; today would have been when I was due to deliver that baby. I know that she wasn't strong enough but still she is missed. Losing her was the most painful and heartbreaking event of my life. I must have cried non stop for a month. The pain was still there long after the tears had stopped. We are so excited about the twins coming but it is hard. I don't want to forget my first baby just because two more are on the way. She will be in my heart and on my mind all day today.